The-Dreams-Of-Wolves

Nomnomnom. I've been eating Norwegian Smoked Salmon for lunch for the last three days and I am in HEAVEN. Ohman smoked salmon is just amazing. <3 Fishhhh. Also, my birthday is on Sunday lolol. Finally I'm not out of town for my birthday~ Last three years I couldn't celebrate and stuff, so this year I got to organize a party with minimal budget constraints (lolIsoundsosmart) and stuff. It's bigger than any party I've had before in number of people my own age and we're getting a bouncehouse lololol. Shush, we all want to be kids again |D So yeah. That's about all, really. |D Summer school sucks, but the teacher's great so w/e xD And I g

Summer's here, and yet I don't feel like it's all great, like it's a time to celebrate. Dunno why, really. I feel more alone than ever, like an outsider, like I just don't fit. Guess it'll always bee like that, in some way. "Oh, we're really close because we were in cross-country, it's not like we're trying to exclude you!" "Oh, I don't ever talk to you guys because I'm hanging out with the rest of track, and you guys are in your own little group on the side, kinda like outsiders," "Oh, we don't mean to have inside jokes, you kinda just had to be there." I try to pull through and be a happy, good kid, but it's so hard when everyone seems to b

String me up and shoot me down, just how you like it. Lend me your arms, lend me your heart, lend me your eyes, lend me your joy. Please, I beg of you, give me this embrace I so need, this warmth, this love, this comfort, this protection. Hide me away from the storms of the world, shield me from the evil of humanity, protect me from the unjust idiocy, save me from this lost world, these fallen havens. Lay with me beneath the stars, hold me as we watch the clouds, make a wish with me on a shooting star. Keep me close, hold me near, guard me and me alone, and give me that love that I could so easily give you. Catch me as I fall, help me up aga